Workin....

Work has been lots of fun this week. I am really burning out on the library. On one hand, I love the hours. I never work nights or times that I don't want to, and it works out really well. On the other hand, I'm really REALLY sick of it, and if my choir doesn't get better, I may have to consider doing something different anyway. Its kind of discouraging when I think of being in debt and such that I really can't make it with just the library job, and I can't yet completely count

Life flies by....

So all of a sudden its Wednesday, and the week has flown by! I've been kinda out of it ever since staying up all night on Saturday, so I kinda feel like I am a day behind.

Tuesday-
Missed work completely in the morning and didn't even wake up to call off. Hopefully I don't get fired. Dentist appt. and church work in the afternoon... both equally exciting i'll tell ya. I hope this whole choir thing picks up a bit. Its discouraging to get so few people turning out for practices. The substitute priest came in while I was working on copying music (hurredly so i could go pretty up for tyler comign to visit ;) ) and we chatted a bit. Hopefully we can get people... I'll be happy with 8 regular singers. i copy music for 15... Anyway, I got all the music planned and now just have to schedule the song leaders and organists up until Lent... So that gives me a couple of months to play around and get Easter and all done. Blah... as long as things take off, my job won't be so stressful. Anyway, I got a call from Erin while i was at the church to say that they were just about to leave... I'm like shit... im not even ready. So I made my copies really fast and headed for home to get ready....

Tyler was as cute as ever and so were Erin and Laura... (Erin and Laura in more of a I'm going to kill yoiu, you bulldyke kind of way) Tyler and i curled up together on the couch while they verbally and physically bashed eachother... And somehow it was cute... thats their version of flirting :) The highlight was when Laura dumped a glass of water on Erin, so i gave Erin an almost full bottle and she dumped it right back on Laura... It was a good time :)

Tyler is so sweet, by the way. Like I told him, i'd like to keep him around for awhile... tehe. I really really like him... I had to leave them to go to choir practice, and practice was as succinct and to the point as I have ever made it. We were out by 8 and i was back home. They, unfortunatley, had to leave at 9, so we made the best of the hour we had left talking in my room while Laura and Erin did... well... whatever downstairs... We heard them singing along to leann rhimes briefly. Personally, i think they were making out and maybe even touching in a non violent manner...

Anyway, Tyler goes off to district chorus for the rest of the week, so I'll miss him until then ;) I don't think, although we talked about it, that we're really an official thing yet... so time will tell on that. The important part is that we enjoy spending time togehter- not to mention the hot sex... what? oops... anyway... i look forward to seeing him on Saturday when he gets back. We talked again briefly online when he got home, and i think we feel the same about eachother. :) :)

Oh well, its time to go home... (ive bene at work all day except for lunch with Vag at EnP) until later

Current Music: None... im in the damn library... shH!

For the life of me, I will never understand homosexuals... or maybe i understand us too well. That might be the problem, and honestly, im kidna glad to be back in the snowy land of the north after tonight. And I definitely can't wait for tomorrow to see Tyler :) Things are looking up

Nighty night

Music: Enya something... im too sleepy to care

Drama.... but a happy ending?

Jesus... what a night

I never slept last night... and only for a few hours this afternoon. It was a crazy weekend. I'll go back and finish about NYC I promise, but I want to write about the new stuff because I'm rather giddy at the moment :)

Anyway, Friday night it was snowy and I wasn't feeling so well, so Bob and I stayed in Clarion and drank a bit and watched TV... I agreed to meet Jon the next day so I told him to call me and wake me up. Now, I think of Jon as a friend of course, and i thought it would be cool to hang out for the weekend in Clarion- get him out of his house and have some fun and such... So that was going well, we hung out all day Saturday and had dinner. Well then my friend Erin called. Ron and Bob were going to Pgh, but since i had work and was hanging with Jon, i sent them without me (sending my love of course to the fabulous pittsburgh homos who I can't wait to see again ;) ) Anyway, Erin was in Dubois and bored hanging out with Tyler... and thought it woudl be cool for the two of them to come and visit us in clarion... So i'm like. ok, the more the marrier, etc...

Anyway, they called again while Jon and i were at the video store saying they were in town, so we went straight to 7-11 to meet them. That was the first time I saw Tyler... in his car, watching a woman in a scooter cross the 7-11 parking lot... :)

So the evening was goign well enough, we hung out and chatted at my apartment for a couple of hours... I knew Erin was trying to fix Tyler and I up all evening, but I wasn't really sure if Tyler was interested... plus things with Jon because I kinda started to realize he was feeling attached to me more than i was to him... so things went on. Anyway, Tyler and Jon talked quite a bit, and i'm like... great... Well, eventually, i wound up sitting on the couch with Erin and Tyler, and Jon got upset and kinda stormed upstairs and started talking on the phone... so we left him for the moment... anyway, to make a long story short, the evening went on with drama... Tyler and I got closer and I really really lke him... In the meantime I feel bad about Jon- I didn't mean to lead him on in the way that I did. He was pretty broken up about things. (PS we all decided to stay up all night so i could go to church)

Anyway, Tyler went up to talk to Jon, and they were up there for awhile... and erin and I were like, freaking out downstairs. All in the meantime we were listening to Tori's new cd to a muted biography about judy garland. It did well to accent a bizarre evening... one we'll efinitely have to tell the grandkids about! Anyway, the evneing ended with Me, tyler, and Erin on the couch... Tyler all curled up with his head on my shoulder... i could have spent all day like that... *sigh* Alas i had to get ready for church... but it really was a refreshing evening, and it feels good to have feelings like this for someone again... After church and taking jon home and sleeping, we talked online a lot and I can't wait to see him again... and from what i gather the feeling is mutual... He is such a great guy and I can't wait to see what happens :) :) :)

Current Music: Toris new cd that bob got me :)
:) :) :)