Introducing...

let me just say, before the good stuff.. there is a new rule. Nobody talk about anyone. Ever.

This week my life was brightened a whole lot by meeting a mysterious stranger that a lot of my CP friends saw me hanging around with... His name was Josh, and hes a great friend (if not even more... someday) of mine from Indiana (the state...) We met Monday and had the opportunity to hang out for the evening and then some of the next day... It was really fun, and hes sooo sweet. Contrary to popular belief... we didn't hook up. We actually got to know eachother. True, he has an awesome body... but theres so much more. Like... the sound of his voice. And hes from 5 hours away form here... let alone from PA. But, stranger things have happened right? I want to see what happens with this.

Drama isn't worth talking about. I don't care anymore. I'll live MY life, and have MY friends... and if anyone wants to talk about me, make up shit, whatever... just have a nice life.

A very happy robbie, whos going to cuddle with a stuffed animal that happens to be named josh :)

Its time to say goodbye now

Yeah... we broke up.

I'll always remember the moment I fell in love with Ryan. It was over spring break or whatever its called... He came up to visit me and we ended up spending the majority of the week together. We talked on the phone for hours one night while I drove back from visiting my cousin Emilee... Anyway, the moment it happened was the night we went to Pittsburgh. We went out to Pegasus and had a fun evening. He decided to stop at home while we were in town to get some clothes and such. We got his car stuck in his driveway though due to an ice storm earlier in the day. Well, I was ready to call triple A... (its on speed dial... im so gay) But he wouldn't let me... So we pushed... and pushed... and pushed. Finally, he went and found a shovel and scraped some of the ice off of the driveway... Eventually, we pushed the car onto the bare spot and we got it right out, and an hour later and covered in snow and ice, we were on our way back to Clarion. First though, he pulled me to him, and right in front of his house at 4am, we made out. I never felt so close to someone... and thats when it was all over... i was in love.

Someday, Ryan, I hope you appreciate what you lost in me... Hopefully what you have now was worth it.

Ciao
Robbie