Fun conversations I've had this summer.... :-)

Richy: fuck this town Robbie God damn I hate it so much please lord let me leave
Richy: there's a haiku for ya

robBieboyeeE: do they have schools in vermont?
DuncanPinderhuse: good
DuncanPinderhuse: I'd imagine
robBieboyeeE: i think its really just gay marriage and maple syrup
DuncanPinderhuse: that could be hot
robBieboyeeE: hmm... now that you mention it
DuncanPinderhuse: I'll never think of pancakes the same
robBieboyeeE: lol
robBieboyeeE: i'll think of you every time i order breakfast

Tylertheactor: You're so cute! Just thinking of you makes me smile. I wanna roll you up in a burrito
Tylertheactor: well...I dont like them so maybe not...
Tylertheactor: More like a fruit roll up

Anywhere

39 days and im back with my boy... Je got a cell phone today so I can call him whenever i want now :)
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Dear my love, haven't you wanted to be with me
And dear my love, haven't you longed to be free
I can't keep pretending that I don't even know you
And at sweet night, you are my own
Take my hand

[CHORUS:]
We're leaving here tonight
There's no need to tell anyone
They'd only hold us down
So by the morning light
We'll be half way to anywhere
Where love is more than just your name

I have dreamt of a place for you and I
No one knows who we are there
All I want is to give my life only to you
I've dreamt so long I cannot dream anymore
Let's run away, I'll take you there

[Chorus]

Forget this life
Come with me
Don't look back you're safe now
Unlock your heart
Drop your guard
No one's left to stop you

Forget this life
Come with me
Don't look back you're safe now
Unlock your heart
Drop your guard
No one's left to stop you now

Bob's hair now looks stunning.

So, more about the trip.

I was talking to my boss on Tuesday after we got cut early because of the rain... He told me to go ahead and cut out, go home, and have my day off Wednesday... so I basically made a surprise visit a day earlier than anyone knew I would be coming. Tyler met me in the driveway. For some odd reason, my roomate and Kelly weren't really that happy to see me. In fact, they seemed kind of upset that I was home... Soon after I decided to just go up to my room and hang out with my own company. Soon later, Bob showed up and it was a big ol' party... (Stop that... not the kind of party you're thinking!) Steve- Brendan's new beau- was over, so they were rather concentrated on eachother... So we went to EatnPark. It was A. nice to catch up on things and B. nice to get some real food again. The other highlight was when we got back to the apartment, I actually got to sleep in the same bed as my boy for a change (the same STATE was a nice change, as a matter of fact ;) )

I'm ready to build a relationship... sadly, it has to wait another six weeks. Things seem just kind of up in the air as of this point.... I got to live my real life for a day and I really reeeeaaallly miss it. I want to build new memories back at home with someone who has pretty much proven beyond a doubt that he will be there for me no matter what- more than I can say for most of the men out there. Its true that the freshness of meeting someone new will be lacking, but our chemistry seems to make up for that, in addition to all that we've been through....

I got to see Robber Bridegroom last night at CUP... it was final dress, and they did a phenomenal job at it. It was also good to see all the people I've been missing for awhile... Jess Bure- I love you... I just had to get that off my chest! She makes me smile a lot. Everyone seemed happy to see me as well. I watched the show with Tyler. He was soooo cute :) more than once I found myself sitting there holding his hand in front of god and everyone. I love that boy a whole lot ;)

So... we slept and got up early today so I could get back to CP. As it turned out, i didn't have to work today as it was since it rained this morning... so I got to shop and move my room around a bit. moving furniture always does it for me ;) Also, we got freeway stamps for Milennium, and that always manages to lift my spirits... especially in the rain. we even bought the picture

Anyway, im kinda down tonight... kinda homesick... but the end is in sight

Ciao
Robbie

Its raining... its pouring

Just got back from clarion, and boy are my arms tired... ok, so not my arms...

It was a nice trip, unfortunatley instead of helping my homesickness, it kind of made it greater... I got to see lots of people I haven't seen in awhile, and spent most of it with Tyler. :) It was fun and i can't wait to get back now... Oh well... time for work ;)

Ciao
Robbie

A post that won't piss off Ryan

So, lately, I have been able to completely count on the fact that every time I post something to my journal I will, without doubt, get an angry call from a certain boy from the other end of the building who happens to be my ex boyfriend...

Truthfully Ryan, I still don't hate you... I still mean every word I said the night we broke up. No one can be such a part of someones life for three months and not have a lasting effect that will change their life- if even at least tempoarily. There were good times- mostly the ones that didn't involve other people. Times when yes, I'll admit even now, you were rather sweet to me. I would be lying if I said I didn't walk by your window (which I have to do every day more than once) and wonder what you've been up to, if you're happy..... who replaced me as the one who sees through the facade... the hard shell if you will. I can't say I don't miss you calling and just saying hey... its me... where are you? And I can't say that the AIDA soundtrack will ever be quite the same to me or smelling the scent of your car air freshner won't make me sigh. Those times are gone now and its probably for the best at this point. So..... feel good about yourself... gloat if you want... feel like you're better than me... whatever. I'm big enough to admit my feelings though... You'll have a place somewhere in my heart. Not saying that I ever think that we would be right together again or that I still want that- just that you did leave your mark on me good and bad. Yeah. I'm still QUITE bitter about many things, as I'm sure you are, and its apparent from your phone calls. I just wanted to set the record straight- as straight as I can get anyway. So... next time you call me, you can start with How are you, and we can go from there.

Ciao
Robbie.