Drama.... but a happy ending?

Jesus... what a night

I never slept last night... and only for a few hours this afternoon. It was a crazy weekend. I'll go back and finish about NYC I promise, but I want to write about the new stuff because I'm rather giddy at the moment :)

Anyway, Friday night it was snowy and I wasn't feeling so well, so Bob and I stayed in Clarion and drank a bit and watched TV... I agreed to meet Jon the next day so I told him to call me and wake me up. Now, I think of Jon as a friend of course, and i thought it would be cool to hang out for the weekend in Clarion- get him out of his house and have some fun and such... So that was going well, we hung out all day Saturday and had dinner. Well then my friend Erin called. Ron and Bob were going to Pgh, but since i had work and was hanging with Jon, i sent them without me (sending my love of course to the fabulous pittsburgh homos who I can't wait to see again ;) ) Anyway, Erin was in Dubois and bored hanging out with Tyler... and thought it woudl be cool for the two of them to come and visit us in clarion... So i'm like. ok, the more the marrier, etc...

Anyway, they called again while Jon and i were at the video store saying they were in town, so we went straight to 7-11 to meet them. That was the first time I saw Tyler... in his car, watching a woman in a scooter cross the 7-11 parking lot... :)

So the evening was goign well enough, we hung out and chatted at my apartment for a couple of hours... I knew Erin was trying to fix Tyler and I up all evening, but I wasn't really sure if Tyler was interested... plus things with Jon because I kinda started to realize he was feeling attached to me more than i was to him... so things went on. Anyway, Tyler and Jon talked quite a bit, and i'm like... great... Well, eventually, i wound up sitting on the couch with Erin and Tyler, and Jon got upset and kinda stormed upstairs and started talking on the phone... so we left him for the moment... anyway, to make a long story short, the evening went on with drama... Tyler and I got closer and I really really lke him... In the meantime I feel bad about Jon- I didn't mean to lead him on in the way that I did. He was pretty broken up about things. (PS we all decided to stay up all night so i could go to church)

Anyway, Tyler went up to talk to Jon, and they were up there for awhile... and erin and I were like, freaking out downstairs. All in the meantime we were listening to Tori's new cd to a muted biography about judy garland. It did well to accent a bizarre evening... one we'll efinitely have to tell the grandkids about! Anyway, the evneing ended with Me, tyler, and Erin on the couch... Tyler all curled up with his head on my shoulder... i could have spent all day like that... *sigh* Alas i had to get ready for church... but it really was a refreshing evening, and it feels good to have feelings like this for someone again... After church and taking jon home and sleeping, we talked online a lot and I can't wait to see him again... and from what i gather the feeling is mutual... He is such a great guy and I can't wait to see what happens :) :) :)

Current Music: Toris new cd that bob got me :)
:) :) :)