Cedar Point, post number 2

Well, im in my 3rd week at Cedar Point... I came pretty close to quitting this week actually. I asked to transfer to patio relations though, and this morning I got it. So, as of next monday, I won't be a wagons food host, I'll be a patio greeter. I even get to wear a tie. Yippie, right?

I still don't know if I'll make it the whole summer. Even now that I got it, I still kind of have a feeling like I shouldn't be here. Im not really sure why, to tell you the truth. My job sucks until I actually transfer, then it should actually be good- I see the light at the end of that tunnel at least... There are just times here that I can be surrounded by people and still feel totally alone. Maybe this is one of those times. I really just kinda wish I felt like i was part of something here. To me, its a job. Ive met some good friends, but they're work friends- a lot like at home I have my real friends and my work friends, who seldom came together. Unfortunatley, here work is life... So, personal things remain tense. I just don't know what to feel or what I need to feel better. I suppose once I get my new job I will be happier, not to mention on a fixed schedule and doing pretty much the same thing every day. I'm looking forward to that part. I'm not looking forward to the nights of coming home from my happy job and really having nothing to do and no one to hang out with. Maybe I'm wrong, and things will pan out to be a little bit more fun than that. I hope so... One way or another, I will be looking forward to the end of this summer.

Thats all for now- its time for some retail therapy!

Ciao
Robbie