Cedar Point... crossing the line

I got my new job today. They transfered me early, and its a dream job. I LOVE IT! :) :) I could actually stay and do it all summer. Lets talk about what I do. I walk around the food patios at Cedar Point and just talk to people, strike up conversations, answer questions, pick up dropped napkins... just random stuff that adds a personal touch to the guests day. Its a pilot program that is just getting off of the ground, and we're the only amusement park n the country with anything like it. So, Im being watched very closely by administration and such. Anyway, I did it for the first time today, and it was so fun. I just talked to guests... cleaning isn't even our responsibility! Its totally just talking to people. I get to wear a tie and have fun with people. And I get paid. Its a blast :)

That said, my personal life is pretty much in crisis. I think Ryan and I are broken up. I'll be talking to him soon... im a little worried about it. We blew up last night, but kareoke took prescidence over talking about our relationship. So... to me, that means its pretty much over. I was planning to move out today without saying anything... but i broke down and called him. So, we're going to be talking that over later tonight when he gets home... at least i think thats when he wants to talk to me. After all, he would have to pencil me into his busy social schedule. I don't want to be bitter, but I will say, I hope that his new friends or whatever are worth it. I hope they're worth losing me for good. And, I hope he hurts them as much as hes hurt me. I love him... but I also hope someone hurts him like this so he knows what it feels like. Maybe then he'll grow up.

And thats the last I'll talk about that.... Its not worth any more words.

Robbie