homesick

Another week later... Time goes so fast here.

I realized in the past couple of days how much i am starting (or maybe continuing) to miss home. Before anyone freaks out, yes, I'm staying here for the rest of the summer... I'm finally to the point that I think i could really go back to everything and pick back up. Things here are like... high school, just re-enacted and with older people. Everyone running from their problems and sending blame in other directions. Kids, its really time to grow up. Seriously... I don't understand how some people have been away from home for so long and are still alive. Its getting to be time to get back to my life... maybe my problems too

new beginnings
Ok, so no beating around the bush. I miss Tyler. A lot. We talk for at least an hour every night... I can't wait to get back and hold him again. It may be early to say, but its a safe bet that we're getting back together- if we aren't back together already. It would be our 6 month anniversary today if things hadn't happened the way they did. Not that I'm saying that they shouldn't have. Its going to be so fun to rebuild our relationship again. I'm going home to see him on next Wednesday/Thursday.... It will be a good time :) I'm not quite sure how Ryan is going to feel about that... but on the other hand it seems that he is finding someone to suit his needs as well. And... I've said everything that I need to say about him. Honestly, I kind of wish I were celebrating my six month anniversary today.... Tyler would be bringing me to his family 4th of July gatherings and we would be watching fireworks... But... The fourth of July makes a pretty good 1st day back together too... I just wish he were here with me now....

Ciao
Robbie