Penguin Revelations: TIthis crazy semester comes full circle.

Wow... This has been quite a day. People say my journal entries are depressing and sad, so I'm trying to liven it up a bit!

My LAST BRENT REGISTER FINAL EVER was about 20 hours ago now... I am SO happy. Someday, now that i"m done with his classes, I am totally going to beg him to teach with a sock puppet (For those of you that don't know brent, I SWEAR he is a voice on South Park.

Some days you know are not going to be that important, and others are for the history books. This was one of the latter. The title of todays entry totally sums it up. Penguins due to the way Bob and I walked over to Mary's dorm tonight to cheer her up. Let me introduce you to Mary. She is FAB! Sje is an RA in one of the halls on campus, not to mention just a fun girl to be around. Shes gone with us to Pegs a few times this semester, and I also know her from being around here... I had SO much fun with her and Bob tonight and I can't wait to do it again (new years?) So anyway, we had some fun moments and we also had some real heart to heart ones... It really has been a crazy, crazy semester with some quite interesting characters. Things have changed so much in the last four months... in the last 9 months... its hard to even remember or fathom why some things happened the way they did. I learned the truth about some things tonight, and I think some of my friendships moved on to another level. Things in my mind kind of came full circle- with the end of finals and the beginning of a break from these lovely people i spend my life (figuratively) on top of. I learned tonight that I'm definitely not a slut ;)

I went to EatnPark for lunch after the conducting final with Vag and Ben. That was a good time :) I haven't hung out with either of them so much lately, so it was good to sit back, relax, and enjoy the fact that I am done with school. After EnP with them, I came back and cleaned the apt, went to work, then to IC choir practice. I wasn't expecting a turnout at all for choir due to the weather, so i pretty much cancelled practice but still put in a couple of hours going through music and seeing what I will have to work with when I fully take over the music director position. Jeez, theres a lot! After that, I headed to EnP again, but this time with Sara and various other friends (IE Allison (and her boobs;) ) ), Vince, becky, Billy, Ang, Jeff, Sandy, Luke and other passers by. That was fun, but i never want to see EnP again! There is tension between vag and that group that i don't really want to get into i guess... im just an innocent bystander who looks out for my best friends... so it was fun... and vag came home with me. After she left and Bob came over, we headed for Mary's... The trip (literally) there was VERY comical and if you've been outside in Clarion you know why. It is SOLID ICE. I walked up the little hill by davis... then slid right back down.. with Bob laughing hysterically at me (even though the same thing happened to him earlier... tehe

Anyway, like i said... it was a good night... kinda reflective, and lots of fun.. I feel like my vision is kind of restored, which may sound odd being put like that, but things have been so crazy here lately... i just feel much calmer and ready to deal with things again.

Ok, lets talk about Joe. Joe is a bastard, and I hope he never comes back to clarion. Not only is he a walking veneral disease, he also has hurt several people who are close to me. To cap off tonight, we saw joe on our way out of Mary's dorm. He apparently gets the jest that I don't like him a bit now. He was loading his car when we walked by, and I hope he doesn't come back here.

Some of my other friendships are in wierd places... a few of my friends, I get the impression, are intimidated by me- specifically that I'm gay and not afraid of that fact. I feel bad for them, because I really do care about them... not even in an i-love-you sort of way, but in a i-want-to-be-there-for-you sort of way... Things are a bit more in perspective now I guess, but still...

Generally, I have few regrets and reservations about the semester. There is one... but I learned from it, and its gone now.
So, thats how things are... i hope this was a little less depressing than usual... If i was depressed, maybe im not so much now...

Marys info:
a) he is schnasty b) he keeps messin with my girls (you and robbie and brian) c)no one likes him... and oh yeah d) just becuase my 250 dollar sweater is worth more than what the old men pay for his ass... means didly squat

hehehehe, i couldn't resist... nighty night all
Current Music: Long December- Counting Crows