Where did this semester go?

Wow, what a weekend... I'm operating on way less sleep then I need right now. I would be in bed, but I drank too much coffee at EatnPark with Kenny, Brendan, Ryan, and Kelly. This semester has flown so fast and with so much work, I feel like I've barely gotten to spend any time with them. At least time that I wasn't worried about something else or other.... The same for my other friends who I don't have classes or projects with... I've like totally blown a lot of them off... or in most cases, we've blown eachother off... I hope I can make up for that next semester, because I miss a lot of them!

Oh well... this weekend we had an overnighter with our REP students at the movie theaters.... Thats always fun! I'm glad that Brendan and I have a good class this year (unlike Ryan's class) and we didn't really have any problems. Not, however, that we would have known if we had, considering that Bren and I slept in one of the empty theaters for a lot of the night! I honestly don't remember coming back to the apartment, but i did curl up in bed and sleep until like 1! So much for studying on Sunday...

I can't wait for break... I need it both physically and emotionally. I need to be antisocial and have nothing to worry about for about a week, and i think i'll be fine. I'm just frustrated with a lot of things and this semester needs to be over. I've been rather frazzled as of late, especially as far as dating goes and i have just now kind of put my finger on it. This will be my first Christmas single in the past few years... and thats totally wierd. I mean, Brendan and I broke up forever ago now, but when i think back to all of my christmas breaks before since freshman year, he was part of them. And he isn't this year... and he will be doing the same things with someone else.
*sigh* its not that i still think of him like that... Its more that SOMEONE should be filling that void for me. Maybe i'm crazy to still think about that past that ended way back in February, but i think it has a lot to do with my emotional state as of late... I really need to get over that... And I am sure that I will, especially after this christmas, which, as it looks now, I will be spending single.

Blah, I have four finals tomorrow and should NOT be having an emotional moment. I should be learning the words to the Italian song for my jury, the parts of the larynx (which, incidentally, looks a lot like a vagina... i wonder if he would be mad if i labeled the labia lips?) a bunch of songs for 20th century that I don't care about, and revisions on a paper which, again, i don't care about. I reached the breaking point about a week ago with schoolwork, and its just not happening.

Well, its time to get away from this computer (and probably go to the other one....) more tomorrow, and maybe not me whining for a change :)
night