Tuesday, February 10, 2004

Happy Tuesday, stalkers!

I haven't had school on a Tuesday in quite a few weeks, so this was a rare treat. Actually I'm exhausted- but its all good...

I left school at 2:15 today since Mark was done with everything that needed to be done and my rehearsal plans were finished- so I got home early. I had all four choirs today, and by the end I had very little voice left. Things went well- I had Concert Choir all period for I think the first time and it went fantistically. We did some listening and worked on my piece. I have 17 days left at Brookville... Its going so fast!

Last night I decided to randomly IM someone (on one of my shopping sprees again) who actually seemed interesting in his profile. He was away, so I figured that would probably be the end of it, but he IMs me back... So we talk for awhile, and it was a good time. (He decided to be mysterious and not share his 1st name... I had to use my stellar detective skills to finally figure it out) Annnyway, eventually in our conversation he realized that hes heard of me and it turns out hes good friends with the hottest girl in the world: Jodie! Moreover, she had mentioned me meeting him a couple of weeks ago but I didn't want to stay out late on a Saturday. Moreover than that, we both went to RENT on Friday night... The world is such a small place. Oddest sentence I've ever typed: We've played with the same hair! (Jodie's)

Anyway, I was going to go down tonight and hang out with them, and was really looking forward to it but I have to try to get over whatever cold/flu I seem to be coming down with and get through the week at school... Being out until all hours tonight wouldn't be a good move although I'm bummed about it- but I was planning to go down for the weekend anyway so hopefully he will take a rain check ;)

Well back to my day, I came home at 3 and promptly slept until 6... I'm so run down lately. At least the feeling of lonliness has subsided a bit as I get busier with teaching and whatnot.. I realize though that its not as much me as it is the time of year. I'm definitely not the only one feeling some form of depression right now. Not only that but utter lack of motivation. If I could stay in my pajamas all the time, I would! Its like this here and with my kids at school. They don't want to do a thing. And further, these feelings of lonliness seem to permeate all the rest of my life, which just makes it worse. I'm sure having "someone" wouldn't totally solve all my problems.. it just seems like it sometimes! For all our sakes I hope the weather improves soon, and thanks to my friends who make my life barable and for the most part- fun...

So, im going to bed.

Later!

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